The days can´t be count

It´s so hard
Looking into my eyes
They are full of lies

It´s so sad
The things that I said
Rather feel being death

It´s so real
I hate what I feel
It seems to be so near

It´s so wrong
Now I´m just singing this song
And never stop singing along

I can´t open my eyes
I feel shame and I´m crying
You say: nobody dies
So don´t be afraid of erring

But you don´t ask me why
And I don´t want you to lie again
Oh how much I want to die
I´m dying slowly day by day

All of those days
We spent together
Will stay forever
And no more will be better

All those days
I broke down
Will remember me the day that I found
The days can´t be count