Leaver

I feel silence still scaring you
I still see you lost
In your words
Of nothing
Muscle tension

Far away
Recovered
Is what you are showing me
Wish you were
Do I wish you were?

All the things I haven´t done
Leak out through my skin
Can´t be washed away
Smells like the lonely ones

I guess it´s all for now
TV works on somehow
I didn´t want to know
I didn´t want to grow up
Sometimes I feel like we´re
Just held behind our fear
And I hate to hear your name
It always feels the same
Way to me