The great expectations

I don't care for the things that I had cared before
Before I knew what was the point that I'd been searching for
Now I try to read the signs
Hoping it will come next day
But you're still so far away
The rain falls down
Another autumn's here
Still nothing's changed
And I don't know if I can find you
In this world so strange
If I knew where to go
I would leave with no fear
I am lost `cos you're not here
Are you in there
Or shall I meet you at some other place
You're so close
You're so near but I can feel the space
Space between me and you
What do we have to go through?
All I can see now is your face